| Kamis, 04 Februari 2010 |
| my new year confession |
after being on hiatus mode for quite a long time, i finally managed to spare a lil time to update my blog...
i dunno why but i have been feeling kinda lonely these few months... i know I'm supposed to be cheerful 'coz being surrounded by a lot of friends is something many would wish for..
It's not that I'm not thankful for having my friends, trust me I really AM, but looking back on the things happened in the past 2 years, i just realized I hv been left behind, not by friends nor my family, but by time n events...
well everybody has their cloudy moments, so do I. but in the end we all have to get up, rise n shine, 'coz if we dun we'll be left behind even further than we already are. 'coz in the end i'll open my eyes n look around me being aware that everybody i care about n who cares for me will always be there, no matter how distant we are from each other, relationship can always be maintained or even strengthened, all we need is only a teaspoon of smile mixed with a jar of stardust called sms n few lovely calls....
thanks guys being there for me....physically or not..it doesn't matter... what matters is u are "there" for me... |
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| Minggu, 12 Juli 2009 |
| Are u the EXCEPTION or are u the RULE??? |
Remember that cute guy who said he 'd call.... and didn't? Maybe he lost ur number, maybe he's busy, maybe he's got family problem, maybe he's sick, OR MAYBE HE'S JUST NOT THAT INTO U.... I juts watched this movie "he's just not that into u". well, from my Point Of View, this movie seems longer than it really is, kinda boring in the middle but has a great ending... Dunno why i just love this genre of movie... It tells us a lot of stuff proven to be true n TBH we have already known about it , yet we still lie to ourselves..
Though not all of it can be generalized to all people since it still depends on the cultures, norms, and values we embrace. It doesn't always happen Indonesia but..still.. when we're talking about common sense, nothing really abides by the rules, doesn't it?? In the movie there are 2 kinds of women, the rules and the exceptions.. The rules are those who abide by the rules(never call a guy before he does, let the guy take the initiative) while the exception never abide by the rules(they don't wait for the guys to call them, they take the initiative)..
Hmmm, I have my own classification for the rules and the exceptions.
1. It must be gender-biased free, so the rules n exceptions can be both men and women.
2. It must be orientation-biased free, no matter what ur orientation is.
3. Those who aren't included in neither, are "THE RULECEPTION" (I'll get to that later)
HOW TO KNOW WHETHER U R THE RULES OR THE EXCEPTION?
The RULES:
1. There is a situation. U meet someone u like, then he gives u his phone number and says "keep in touch yeah", u call him, u talk, if he still never calls u in a week after ur last conversation, then u asks ur self "did I say something wrong? is my cellphone signal good? "
2. Ur soon-to-be-boyfriend promises to call u, and he forgets n texts u the next day apologizing, u say to urself, "maybe he's busy, maybe he's got an accident, maybe he's got a lot in mind, bla bla bla.
3. a guy u like likes girls dressing A, while u r more comfortable dressing B, then u change ur appearance, u dresses A.
Then u are the RULES..
The EXCEPTIONS:
1. In situation 1 above, u call him, u talk, if he still never calls u back, then u said to urself, "whatever, if he doesn't like me, there are still a lot of guys out there.'
2. In situation 2 above, if he forgets to call u, u say to urself, "if he really likes me, he will never forget to call me, even if he does, the next minute he remembers he will call me right away.
3. in situation C, u will still dress B coz that's what u are. u ask urself, "if he can't love me for who i am, is he really worth it?"
Then u are the EXCEPTION.
Trust me, when someone really loves u, they will show it. call me stupid, call me idealistic, call me conventional,call me chessy, idc, idc and IDC..coz for me if he can't show u how much he loves u, how can he call himself a man, a lover. It's bullshit when some guys say they are shy, they love someone but they dunno how to show it. guys, when u fall in love, ur world change, u change. WHEN U HAVE FEELINGS FOR SOMEONE, U ACT ON THEM... COZ WHEN U FALL FOR HER/HIM, U WILL BE ALL "GAGA" ABOUT HER/HIM.
WOW i don't realize it's almost 3p.m. already.. i have to get ready to teach, so I'll continue my last classification (THE RULECEPTION) next time ok.
and remember, this is all just my Point Of View, it's not based on scientific research.Label: exceptions, love, movie |
| posted by Mariyanti Wen @ 23.43 |
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| Senin, 06 Juli 2009 |
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2 days ago, i read one of my friend's status on facebook n an idea just jumped into my mind..
It's something about LUV... I know something about love( why am I singing LOL ^^ )
then i got everything set in my mind, the things i wanna write, the people i wanna tag n today when i was just about to write it down, well it's gone... I forgot half of it. TBH I could n still can recall it if I wanted to but I was just too lazy to do it.. My hands refused to cooperate with my mind. Seldom does something like this happen. so I decided to simply post the lyric of a song I have been listening over n over these past few days. Truthfully speaking, I can't say this is one of the greatest song, yet i can't stop myself from listening to it over n over (Hey, I'm doing it again).
There's something divine in the singer's voice. just like "CLOSE TO U-ost IF ONLY" song i was addicted to, this song caught my eyes(or should i say my ears) since the first time i accidentally listened to it. Just in case, if u think this song is far from what u've expected, don't blame me, I have told u this isn't one the greatest song of all. If u dont like it, just let it go my dear, don't give me a chance to say "TOLD U SO" lol XD hehhehehehe. Still, according to me, it's worth listening to ^^.
Well, I won't spend ur time too much on my bla-bla-bla.so let's just jump to the lyric of the song I'm LISTENING RIGHT NOW (see, I'm doing it again..OH MY GOSH, is there any medicine for addiction). FALLEN
By : Sarah McLaughlin
Heaven bent to take my hand
And lead me thru the fire
Be the long awaited answer
To a long and painful fight
Truth be told I tried my best
But somewhere along the way
I got caught up in all there was to offer
And the cost was so much more than I could bear
Though I've tried, I've fallen...
I have sunk so low
I have messed up
Better I should know
So don't come round here
And tell me I told you so...
We all begin with good intent
Love was raw and young
We believed that we could change ourselves
The past could be undone
But we carry on our backs the burden time always reveals
The lonely light of morning
The wound that will not heal
It's the bitter taste of losing everything that I have held so dear
I've fallen...
I have sunk so low
I have messed up
Better I should know
So don't come round here
And tell me I told you so...
Heaven bent to take my hand
Nowhere left to turn
I'm lost to those I thought were friends
To everyone I know
Oh they turn their heads embarrassed
Pretend that they don't see
But it's one missed step
You'll slip before you know it
And there doesn't seem a way to be redeemed
Though I've tried, I've fallen...
I have sunk so low
I have messed up
Better I should know
So don't come round here
And tell me I told you so...
(2x) Label: fallen, lyric |
| posted by Mariyanti Wen @ 08.22 |
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| Jumat, 03 Juli 2009 |
| IFs |
“THERE’S A REASON WHY PEOPLE THINK OF THE PAST..IT’S BECAUSE IT’S IN THE PAST”
Have u ever for at least once in ur life thought what could have happened if u had taken different path, how ur life could have changed, who u could have met, what u could have done, if u had taken a different choice from what u did take…
What could have happened if yesterday I had stayed home instead of going out? Who could I have met if I had gone to university A instead of univ B? what could I have been doing right now If I hadn’t known her/him? I believe each of u had ever been in the stage of wondering what could have been going on if u had done that instead of this. “IF, IF, IF, and IF”. many things could have been different.
I have experienced that many times and I used to be able to find the counter argument to get me thru it. But these few months have got me thinking over and over trying to make sense of it. Many Ifs have become my ally, many Wishes have become my traps. I kept wondering what could have happened should I have been too sick to teach, should I have stayed at home the night I got my accident. What could have happened should I hadn’t moved to Medan, should I hadn’t met my precious friends.
When u reach a point in ur life called the peak experience point in which there is something u experience that changed ur life, change the way u think, the way u feel, the way u see something n the way u will live ur life, All the vague things u couldn’t see clearly, u couldn’t tell which is which will look clearer. Well, this paragraph is just an additional paragraph and doesn’t really have anything to do with what I’m trying to imply by writing this note ^^ .
It doesn’t matter how many Ifs n Wishes u have made. It doesn’t matter what happened in the past coz it happened n there’s nothing in hell, in Heaven or even on Earth u can do to undo it. It happened n we just have to accept it. Yet, there is always something we can do, maybe not to undo it, but to redo it in a different way if a similar thing happens again. U learn from the past, u learn it the hard way n u should be thankful instead grieving. Coz what really matters is the present n the future. The present u are living and the future u wanna live in. I’m aware of how difficult it is to let go of the past but the past is the past and knowing that ur family and friends are there for u, u will only care for now n the future. I didn’t get it at first, I made a lot of mistakes by holding on the past too much, I couldn’t move on but now I’m moving on. Sometime time is what u need to move on ^_^ and always keep this in mind that every cloud has its silver lining >_<
“THE TRUE HAPPINESS IS DOING WHAT U LOVE N BEING WITH THE PEOPLE U LOVE” Ben Stiller, night at the museum |
| posted by Mariyanti Wen @ 22.37 |
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| CINTA TAK BUTUH LOGIKA |
Cinta tak selalu nyata
Tapi cinta selalu hadir
Dalam suka dan dalam duka
Dalam dusta dan dalam nista
Cinta itu bagaikan oksigen
Tak terlihat tapi terasa
Cinta itu bagaikan samudera
Menenangkan tapi menghanyutkan
Cinta tak butuh ruang
Cinta tak butuh bentuk
Cinta tak butuh ukuran
Karena cinta tak butuh logika
original piece by : Mariyanti
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| posted by Mariyanti Wen @ 22.36 |
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| HANYA MANUSIA BIASA |
Malam ini dunia berbisik
Malam ini dunia berkata
Malam ini dunia berteriak
Dan akhirnya dunia terpukau
Aku tak mengerti dan tak akan peduli
Akan bisikan, ucapan dan teriakan itu
Karena kuyakin walau kusesali
pada akhirnya merekalah yg terpukau
Mereka menghakimi...
Mereka menyalahi..
Dan mereka membumbui..
Namun ku tetap tak peduli
Seluruh buku berkata itu salah..
Setiap kasta berucap itu dosa..
Bahkan logikaku berontak
Namun ku tetap tak peduli
Sebab Aku hanyalah manusia biasa..
Yg tak lepas dari dosa.
Aku hanyalah manusia biasa
Yg terlahir dengan hati..
Hati yg tidak selalu harmonis....
dengan logika dan dunia.
inspired by true story
original piece by = Mariyanti
 dunia itu tidak hanya hitam dan putih...selalu ada daerah abu2 di antaranya |
| posted by Mariyanti Wen @ 22.33 |
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| MY LUCKY FOUR |
A) FOUR JOBS I'VE WANTED IN MY LIFE:
1. volunteer who can travel all around the world
2. screenplay writer
3. rich businesswoman
4. psychologist (now it's only a dream..too bad i have to stop while im on the way there..it's painful but it's the best)
B) FOUR MOVIES I WOULD WATCH OVER AND OVER AND OVER:
1. IF ONLY
2. SCARY MOVIE 3
3. MOULIN ROUGE
4. PHANTOM OF THE OPERA
C) FOUR PLACES WHERE I HAVE LIVED:
1. KISARAN
2. MEDAN
3. JAKARTA
4. KISARAN AGAIN
D) FOUR TV SHOWS I LOVE TO WATCH:
1. FRIENDS
2. How I Met Your Mother
3. CHARMED
4.GHOST WHISPERER (it's really hard to pick only 4 of all..there are too many i lLUV to watch *_*)
E) FOUR PLACES I HAVE BEEN ON VACATION:
1. BALI
2. PURWOKERTO
3. i deadly wanna go to VENICE
4. and SIDNEY (anyone interested in being my sponsors, plis ^^ )
F) 4 WEBSITES I VISIT DAILY:
1. YAHOOMAIL
2. FACEBOOK
3. NA FORUM
4. GOOGLE
G) FOUR OF MY FAVORITE FOODS (NO PARTICULAR ORDER):
1. Seafood
2. Sangwo/shabu-shabu
3. SAPO MIE (i really miss it hik hik :( hik... )
4. Warfan/wokfen
H) FOUR PLACES I WOULD RATHER BE RIGHT NOW:
1. Kisaran with my fam :(
2. Medan
3. Kisaran (home sick)
4. Medan
I) FOUR FRIENDS / PEOPLE WHO I THINK SHOULD RESPOND:
1. Stef (she has)
2. Pau (im not sure she will)
3. Art (he has too)
4. anyone interested
J) FOUR FAMOUS PEOPLE YOU WOULD LOVE TO MEET - DEAD OR ALIVE :
1. Hebe
2. Jeniffer love hewitt
3. Sebastien Izambard
4. Vanness Wu (I know u will respon to this stef *_* )
K) FOUR THINGS THAT MAKE YOU HAPPY:
1. recovery (AMEN)
2. my fam :) + my besties :O
3. Food + travelling
4. wishing i could reveal the deepest darkest secret of mine :s *smile enigmatically* |
| posted by Mariyanti Wen @ 22.33 |
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Name: Mariyanti Wen
Home: MEDAN-KISARAN, SUMUT
About Me: I'm just a little girl who is lost in the big world with my simplicity stuck in its complexity...
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